Tuesday, August 31, 2010
God in the Changes
I got an email from one of my friends from church. It was a devotional about how we see ourselves and that we should see what Jesus sees.
This got me to thinking, I need to be happy with me, and part of that is taking time for myself. So today I got on the eliptical machine that has been collecting dust in my room. I spent fifteen hard minutes listening to praise and worship music and trying not to think about what I was doing. My thighs were burning and my heart rate was climbing. The next thing I know I have serious sweat dripping down my neck. All this and it was only fifteen minutes. I realize now that what I need to do for me is get in better shape. I know that I am what God has designed on the inside - but now I need to work on the outside - but not for anyone other than for me. I will do my best to get in some exercise and eat better... I and going to do this - a little at a time. And when the day comes that I have made some headway - I will know that God is in the changes... the changes in me!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
God in the Calling
What a strange day. Today school started and I realized that my life as a MOM will be a little different now. Not only is my older child now in high school **OMG** but my younger child has just started her last year of elementary. When I see this in black and white it really seems so benign… but my heart is starting to quiver at the thought that I have made it to the point in life where elementary school will be a thing of the past. No more PTA meetings to sit through so that I can watch my child sing in the half-hour play that the teachers put on. No more "Pre-Packaged School Supplies" to support PTA. No more daily signing folders to see what my kiddo has done that day. But wait… this also means no more sweet (and still a little sticky) craft projects coming home at Mother's Day, Father's Day, Christmas… No more "Guess what I did today" excitement. No more going on field trips and getting to be the "Best Mom Ever" when I buy all of the kids in my group an ice-cream… I will miss these days so very much – but I will look forward to Science projects, and overnight field trips, and of course helping with homework that is way over my head. Coming to terms with the fact that your child has just surpassed you in the category of "book-smarts" is a hard thing to do. I am so not looking forward to getting into a battle of whits with my child and LOSING… But I know it is coming and it is bearing down on me way faster than I want it to…
I wonder what the Father thinks when we, as Christians "graduate" to the next level… And what is that anyway. I mean seriously – I hear the term Baby Christians... all the time. I have even been guilty of calling myself one from time to time. I suppose now, if I were to have to categorize myself, I would lean toward being a Pre-Teen Christian… Feeling like I know more than I used to but without the smart mouth – and cocky attitude… How though, does GOD see me? I am HIS child – does he even categorize me… I mean really now – how often do those who feel so unequipped and young in their walk get called to do more for His Kingdom? It happens – ALL. THE. TIME. And I would be willing to bet – each of us that is really open to doing what He wants for us, will all be faced with a challenge – the challenge – of just doing what HE asks us to do, instead of telling him what we are willing, or able, or wanting to do. Take me for instance – I don't really like kids. Don't get me wrong – I love them, but I don't like them too much. I have a very low tolerance for misbehaving children. You know the kind I am referring to - the kind that are serious Heathen-Devil-Dog-Misbehaving children... the ones that you just don't look forward to dealing with. This happened to me recently – I began to teach Kindergarten Girls (a group of six of them) about JESUS. Do you know what happened – GOD has changed my heart. I love these little girls. And now that the school year is over, I am blessed to teach a new set of girls. I am blessed to get to know more names, and situations, and teach them how to hide JESUS in their hearts. Will it be a challenge – you bet!! But I think it will be one of the best challenges I have taken on in a long time, and I am assured that it will be WORTH THE EFFORT!!!!
Woohoo GOD!!
Thanks for calling me GOD and thanks for growing me just as you grow my children – thank you for entrusting them to me and for allowing me to be their mom. I pray that all of the little children you put in my class will see Jesus in me – in big ways and small – and that in some small way I will help them to know you, and maybe even help them to draw near to you. If I can just plant some seeds into these sweet little hearts that are so ready for you LORD – I just ask that you equip me. I know you will – you have promised this…
Sunday, August 22, 2010
God in the Grocery Game...
Where else can you spend a couple of hours of preparation and over the course of two weeks come out ahead of the game on your groceries? Do you wonder what it is I am talking about? Well settle in and learn a little my friend. I have been subscribing to a little thing called The Grocery Game. You can find it at http://www.thegrocerygame.com/ . I save big percentages every week. Prior to the last couple of weeks I was getting a pretty good average usually saving betweek 30-50 percent but more often than not, I was much closer to the lower end of that percentage. In the last couple of weeks I have been going on to all of the additional sites out there looking for coupons that are printable and ones that can be loaded to my grocery reward card. I think I may have hit the mother load. Last week I purchased $316.18 worth of groceries and I paid a mere 128.83 for a savings of $187.35 or 59%. This was one of the highest savings I have had until today. Today I went shopping and purchased $203.24 worth of groceries for a measly $66.22 for a savings of $134.02 or... thats right... uh huh... 66%!!!!! I have only paid in the last two weeks $195.05 for my groceries that were worth $519.42... Allow me to break this down for you... I budget 125 per week on groceries. We take our lunches to work/school almost every day. For the last two weeks I am UNDER budget. This is a GOD thing! We are being good stewards of our money and now HE is rewarding us. We are using Dave's system and it is all coming together. God in the Grocery Game... At least for my family.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
God in the Money Mill...
You may be wondering where I can see GOD in this... Allow me to explain. A year ago we where struggling to make ends meet. It was so hard to always say to the kids "we cant afford that". Then we found Dave Ramsey. This was a GOD thing. As we began to name every dollar and put them into envelopes so that we knew where our money was and where it was going, we were finding ourselves on a cash basis. Suddenly the coins began to collect. When you pay for something with your budgeted money and you find that you are given .29 in change you just dont even think about it. Then over time and many transactions being good stewards of what we were entrusted there is a surplus of coins... Now I am able to enjoy the sound of the Money Mill all because of the plan that GOD put into my life and our budget. Oh how sweet it is... If I can find HIM here, I can know I can find him elsewhere... I wonder where I will see HIM tomorrow.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
New number to get used to...
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Hope Springs Eternal...
This gives me the utmost comfort.
Friday, August 6, 2010
Grace vs Mercy
"Moms are the closest thing to Jesus this world knows. They are always there and they love us through our proudest victories and our most destructive choices. But Our Father in heaven is familiar with the heartbreak of watching His children choose separation and brokeness over His love and true life. Noone knows how you feel right now better than He does. I know His heart breaks with yours sister. Hold tight to His Word. It's where He shows us how we are to respond in this exact circumstance. Love you girl."
What kinder thing can a friend send to encourage me - from one mom to another. I am blessed that I have a network of Godly women and men around me.
I am still struggling with this new decision that we have been handed down. I am reminded of the following:
Grace is getting what you don't deserve. Mercy is when you DON'T get what you DO deserve.
I dont deserve anything - I am a wretched sinner, but by HIS BLOOD, I am saved by Grace through Faith.
I will give Mercy - I am commanded to do so...
"Do to others whatever you would like them to do to you. This is the essence of all that is taught in the law and the prophets. Matthew 7:12
So I will just try to get a little more acquainted with Grace and Mercy...Getting and Giving...
Father, protect my family; carry us through the hurt and disappointment of the recent days and weeks. Give us peace that passes all understanding. Remind us that you are the Shepherd and we are but the sheep. Help us fix our eyes upon you - and grow us in your love and compassion. Teach us to remember what we are here to do - Receive the Grace we do not deserve, and Freely show Mercy to those around us and to ourselves. Father shine your light at our feet so we can follow you. Remove our chains of bondage to this world and allow us to relish in the understanding that this fleshly world is only temporary and what You have for us in eternity is far greater. Bless us as we follow you and gently remind us to stay the course. I lay my Isaac at your feet. Amen.